Very much out of alignment with love
I can easily identify that I am out of alignment with love.
Truth, I believe is my favourite principal. So, it's my strongest. I am very much fascinated by science and to see the miracles it have provided to the world.
I can easily see that my actions will influence other people, we are somehow connected (mental aspect of oneness). If I encourage a person now, it might produce a significant difference in 1000 years time. If somehow I can go back, my little actions can bring big difference in the long run. If I eat a burger, I can see that in the long run it will bring destruction to this planet.
But something isn't right. I know the people out there are somehow connected. Each and every one of them possess mix of qualities that will never be repeated in history, before or since. But somehow... I don't feel that feeling.
Although, I must confess that over the past few weeks, a girl caught my attention. Her smile bring me feeling like nothing I've ever experienced (or maybe I just forgot them). Maybe this is what they call love. I spent the whole day, uplifted. Strange, I must say. Very strange. I went through the whole day excited and motivated. It fade of course.
So, what do you think? What advice can you give me?
I want to make contribution like my favourite scientists, artists, engineers... For years I repressed this desire, saying I'm not good enough and many other self talk. But, things happen, and I accept my desire.
But, however I see them (my idols), they really are connected with all truth love and power. Take Tesla for example, he loved humanity so much that he discover truths upon truths, and developed discipline to introduce to the world his inventions.
Micheal Faraday, work in a job he hated, but as he aligned with truth love and power, he was able to make contributions to the world.
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