I'm 34 years old and am going crazy. I don't have close friends. I've never been in a relationship with a woman (I'm a guy) though I've dated a few times. If you knew what I looked like, you'd be shocked I'm single. Women NEVER approach me,
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You are only punishing yourself when you want to be in a relationship with a woman more than she wants to be in a relationship with you.This is not viable grounds for intimacy between a man with a masculine essence and a woman with a feminine essence. It is better to move on and work with your hurt than it is to continue demonstrating that your feminine desire is stronger than hers.
source-Way of the Superior Man.
By David Deida.
Amazon.com: The Way Of The Superior Man: A Spiritual Guide to Mastering the Challenges of Woman, Work, and Sexual Desire: Books: David Deida