Well for now, I think I want a lot of friends just so I can meet a lot of people and have fun with as many people as possible. If out of say 100 friends I just randomly see, and 10 of them I really click with and we have fun all the time, that's great. In the long run, I'd much rather have a few quality friends I always do things with, thana lot of not as close friends that I do things with once in a while.
Of course I'd like to have both. A group of close friends I'm always with, and a bunch of other people I can meet up with once in a while. I think most people are like that. Now my "close" friends don't have to be a group and know each other or anything. I don't know. I've never really had a lot of close friends that's I've always done things with. You know, the people that call you at 11 on a friday night to just hang out because you're so fun. Never had that, so maybe it's me wanting what I don't have?
I think for now I want friends that I can do things with, bond with, and share my enjoyment of having fun in life with. I mean my family's there to love me and take care of me if I really need it, so I don't need a huge emotional support network or anything. But I would expect my friends to be there for me,
I guess I have way too high expectations. I look at people that have been friends for years and hang out all the time and expect people I just know for a few weeks to be like that. I think that's my issue, I'm expecting too much, too soon.
