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Originally Posted by Emaaki  I don't think u know that I am the artsy type, n spending four years suppressing my personality AS WELL as my emotions has truly killed all my life long dreams. |
The past.
You're unhappy because you're holding on to the past. That stirs up feelings you don't like. It has nothing to do with this moment, in which there are no problems.
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N know that I will never live the life I truly desire, because alot of my dreams were founded on the fact that I was a very emotional person, n now I feel like I am livin in a very dull world because I have learnt to control my mind too much.
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But that's just a decision you keep making every moment. Again based on the past. Take a look at the limitation you've created for yourself, give yourself some approval for successfully creating such a great drama, and then let it go. Decide to do something else now.
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Nothing is ever childlike anymore. It's like I have already experienced a lifetime n am now ready to die.
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These are just feelings. Nothing more. They are based on the past....once again. Feelings can be let go of in a matter of minutes, but you'll need to stop believing that they are so meaningful and important. Just drop it and move on. Leave the past in the past.
I once helped a person let go of a deep-rooted feeling that he had held on to for over 40 years. That's a feeling he held on to for more than twice your lifetime. Took about 20 minutes.
They're just feelings, let them go.