I can't help but feel this blog post was somehow related to a comment or two that I made on a recent "Pavlina update" on Facebook.
For the record (to Steve) regarding the subject of the comments - I am categorically NOT looking for a man or any relationship with a man, so I am hardly distraught about not attracting one, or about the fact that some that I run into lie to me.
For the record, again, healing myself from the inside out is working. I have made great progress on a new major life goal, and have even found, when wishing for small things, without even putting some statement together, a week or so later, the answer to my yet unformed question or riddle comes.
Dismissing healing from the inside out (specifically mentioned towards the end of the article) as a way to purify the heart of your being, such that the LoA just begins to work for you without your even uttering an intention, seems a little rash.
Having said those things, I would really like to make a video too, not only to get feedback from Steve, but also to broaden the awareness of my current intention and even to put it out there in the event that someone who can and would like to be involved could contact me.
I have written my intention on my blog (along with a million other things), but succinctly speaking, I want to open a sort of spiritual healing sanctuary/free clinic in Algeria. I have learned reiki and am going to begin practicing it here in NYC, so I will be experienced when I open the clinic. To begin with, since I may be alone there at first providing healing etc., I will probably just begin with reiki and meditation techniques for the people there, and provide meditation rooms where they can learn to experience some peace and be alone with themselves.
I have recently come into contact with an Algerian online who has a lot of knowledge and contacts that I need, he believes in me and my vision, he is a lawyer and knows important things about the country that I don't know. He is instructing me on how to apply to obtain funding. He has even rushed me a little bit, saying that the government needs my clinic. He doesn't know in depth what reiki is, but I have explained the nature of the clinic and of reiki and I notice he has begun to seek out information on reiki on his own.
So you see, I have not continued to be hopeless at using the LoA. I just don't do it "deliberately" and using all of the tricks and instructions that people on this site talk about.
I am expecting that a bit over a year from now I should be prepared enough to begin thinking about procuring the actual building to house the clinic and going to Algeria. At the moment, I am focusing on learning and becoming confident in the services I will be providing, but I cannot even begin to fathom the amount of help I will need to pull this off. It is overwhelming.
Lucia
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