[kalbo]

@seeker: Yes I have told her everything I said here. I didn't mention, however, that I was never "crazy" over her. Didn't think she needs to hear that... but I could be wrong.

@nocturne: I have a list and to be honest, she does meet the main things (eg. can stay home on a friday night, not materialistic, values staying eating healthy and exercising, etc.). Looks wise she may not make the complete list, but that's only a superficial category so I hope that's not the thing that's holding me back (she is still good looking by the way).

But now that I think about it, maybe I should have added to the list that she cannot want to have babies too soon. I've been having financial problems for a while and I'm really not at a point where I'm eager to have babies. She, on the other hand, is at that point already. Although she says she will wait, I know deep down that she really wants it. Could this be the thing that's holding me back?

@yossarian: I know what you mean. We communicate great and we genuinely enjoy each others company, so what more do I want? I guess I'm just waiting for that "feeling" that everyone is talking about when they know they're with the one. But maybe that's just a myth or not something that everyone experiences when they found the one.