I don't think you're deluding yourself here. You are doubting some of your own believes and that may eventually lead to discarding them completely and adapting to new believes and values. It's all growth and already in motion, there is nothing you can do anymore, because you will keep searching for the truth on autopilot from here on I think. You are not used to having doubt right?
Just wait for new believes to become convictions and your mentality and actions will be clear again.
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