It occurs to me that using tarot to peak at things is an expresion of doubt. Like, hmmm, I wonder if so and so is going to work out but I'm unsure so I'll pick some cards or have someone else pull some tarot cards for me. So any clear vibe you may have had about your goal is now clouded with doubt. At least many approach tarot readings in this way, not all (I suppose).
Also, then, as the cards lay out a certain possiblity, one can get attachted to that outcome which can mess with your natural way of being, or rather may infact limit your possiblities becuase you are now looking for the cards to be right as part of a belief you are "holding". So I can understand why you describe that using the cards is sabotaging you.
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