[JulieK]

Throughout my life, I have had several encounters with deceased people (friends, family). With the exception of one occasion, when my friend was murdered in 1995, I've kept these experiences, as well as angelic and "psychic" experiences very private. I suppose like many closet psychics there is fear of being stereotyped, rejected, or thought of as weird or freaky.

Fortunately now I have a very spiritual, open-minded, open-hearted, supportive husband with whom I share it all. And with all of these amazing 5th dimensional cosmic shifts happening right now, my intuitiveness has considerably amplified. It's like the psychic floodgates have opened. I receive mainly through clairsentience and clairaudience when it comes to crossed over spirits, and furthermore all four channels (add claircognizance and clairvoyance) when communicating with my gaurdian angels and other angelic beings. This is an incredibly beautiful and exciting time as I'm literally feeling the constant shifts in my consciousness grow higher and wider and my heart swell larger and larger with Divine love.

But despite all of these wonderful blessings of which I am so grateful, I'm also a bit overwhelmed. I can handle the Angels' continuous messages and concise instructions to me of what my Lightworker's service missions are to be, but at the same time, earthbound spirits are coming through wanting me to give messages to their living loved ones. At times I feel like all of these entities want to just take over, although at the same time I know they don't wish to make me feel overwhelmed, they are just eager.

I have been focused mainly on Angelic channeling, however, on a few recent occasions, I have been with people who, on the very instant they speak their departed loved one's name from their lips, this person immediately arrives to my left and pleads for me to give them their loving messages. I listen to them but I become frozen because how can I just blurt out to someone, "Hey by the way, your daughter is here and she wants me to tell you to please stop grieving. She is at peace and in a beautiful place but she worries for you."

Last night my husband and I were at dinner with my mother-and-law. As soon she spoke of my late father-and-law, the same thing happened. He appeared with some very loving messages and I sat frozen. From the look on my face my husband knew something occurred, but I didn't want to upset his mother. I texted to him and he told me YES, please tell her! So I did and she started to cry in relief and she was appreciative. But the difference is that I wasn't as afraid to tell her because I know her, whereas other people I didn't know that well, and I guess I just fear their reaction that I'm crazy or I'm doing something weird or evil.

How do I overcome this fear? What do I do with "unsolicited" messages from the spirits when they occur? Am I doing a DIS-service by not relaying them?

<3, Julie