Hi,
I just wanted to say, that I don't think your feelings have anything to do with your girl.
I think it was more your mother who planted the idea in your head... not your true feelings.
You started dating this girl, and after that you lost friends, you lost the close relationship with your parents, you lost a family member... of course you connect that with your girl, and think if you would not have her, all the rest would not happen either... Especially because your mom tries to tell you that as well.
Enjoy your girl, stop being afraid.
You did not loose things that were close to you. You lost false friends, a fake relationship with your parents. People didn't die because you fell in love.
Try to take things one day at the time, enjoy the time spend together. From the way you talk about her, you sound very much in love.
Love changes, the "in love" feelings goes away, and will only come back once in a while. It gets replaced by a deeper love. Don't worry about falling out of love, that happens to everybody. You sound like you still love her. That is important. Nothing else.
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