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Viceguy · 08-11-2009, 01:28 PM

I know I should do it. Intellectually it is the only thing that makes sense.
But when I think about actually going through with it there is an unsurmountable barrier somewhere. Right now I just can't bring myself to.

Maybe it is the fear of hurting her. Maybe I'm afraid of being alone. Maybe I'm afraid that she won't cut it without me. Maybe it's that she seems so happy with the relationship right now.
I'm not exactly sure what it is but something is blocking me. How do I find it and eradicate it? I want to do this but there is the sense of excruciating pain associated with it.

08-11-2009, 01:28 PM	#15 (permalink)
Viceguy Junior Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 12	I know I should do it. Intellectually it is the only thing that makes sense. But when I think about actually going through with it there is an unsurmountable barrier somewhere. Right now I just can't bring myself to. Maybe it is the fear of hurting her. Maybe I'm afraid of being alone. Maybe I'm afraid that she won't cut it without me. Maybe it's that she seems so happy with the relationship right now. I'm not exactly sure what it is but something is blocking me. How do I find it and eradicate it? I want to do this but there is the sense of excruciating pain associated with it.