I'm not quite sure what I am afraid of but yes I feel great fear when I think about breaking it off.
We've only been here for three months now so that is the reason she hasn't got a job, learned the language or really made friends here yet. She'll definitely get there if she stays in the country for a few more months.
I know I should have broken it up a long time ago and I know the right thing to do is to break it up now. Even so I can't bring myself to do it. It's not just fear (although it is that too) but also the feeling that I really want the relationship to be able to work.
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