Thanks for taking the time to read that whole thing and give me advice. I appreciate it
You are all right about that I probably should have left Beta a long time ago. I've always found an excuse however because the thought of ending it is incredibly scary to me.
Recently these ideas have been solidifying and at the same time the situation has become even worse to this regards in as much as: She moved with me to another country where she now has no job, a single friend, no family and no income of her own. Ending it now feels unnecessarily cruel. Then again if I don't do it now I may never do so.
If I do end my current relationship, which I am being adviced to do regardless I don't see any reason not to try it out with Anne, assuming she were to end her relationship. Sure, perhaps she is a psychotic attention whore but why not find out? Perhaps she actually is who I think she is.
I've always been waiting for a deus ex machina to help me out but I've faced the fact that it isn't coming. I guess I know what I SHOULD do but it feels right now that I can't for the life of me bring myself to do it.