The "ability to have anything you want" is a much more wonderful and enjoyable thing than actually "having everything you want."
For one thing, you will never have everything you want.
But everyone right now, has the "ability to have anything they want". So everyone one right now can enjoy the comfort in that thought.
As per your particular situation, I would not fault I-M. I would instead take the receiving of something you wanted and not finding any joy in it as a message.
Perhaps it is a message that this ultimately isn't the direction you want to be heading.
Or perhaps, there is still a bit of you that feels you have to earn what you get and you feel using I-M isn't earning what you get. This belief can create some negative emotions upon manifesting something.
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