We had a talk last night. I confronted how I was feeling and told her the 2 ways that I'm thinking.
1) I leave but I maybe regret it later.....
2) I stay but nothing changes and I'm still miserable
She told me that she loves me, which I've kind of already figured. She kept telling me that I(me) am making a dumb move and that I really don't wanna leave her. Earlier in the day I was dead set on breaking up, I even cleaned her car and was going to give her ipod back. I ended up falling into what she had to say and spending the night in her bed...
...I still feel the same as I did yesterday with knots.
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