Foggy, I had the same thing happen to me. It works like a snowball with mine- first I get a little irritated at work, then pissed off at someone driving home, then REALLY pissed at everything, then by the time I'm in my apt. I go through a gamut of emotions from anger to total unfulfillment and sadness. My trusted psychic described this demon as a "bully"- she is a dead woman who enjoys toying with new mediums/psychics. She is testing my strength, and offering me an invitation to the darker side of things. I never knew her in life, she was just attracted to me because Ive been developing my psychic powers steadily.
The first time it happened all of my psychic abilities were zapped and I was physically sick- flu-like symptoms for a week, it was awful. The second time I was more prepared and could recognize it, so immediately tried to change my thought pattern.
The member who said "dont feed it" is absolutely right- the more negative things you dwell on, the stronger this thing gets.
Here's 2 remedies Ive come up with:
1. I'm a light subscriber to wicca, so I burned a black candle that was engraved with the words "Banish the negative entity that is following me".
2. I have prepared a list of happy memories, happy photographs and happy ideas for her next attack, if it comes. It is CLEARLY recognizable as a psychic attack, and it sounds like your abilities to see are much more advanced than mine. So I know youll know when it happens. When it does, try to clear your mind and flip through the happy photos, think about happier times, etc- its like kryptonite for these ****ers. (Excuse me.)
Good luck, and remember to THINK HALLMARK CARDS when your attacker comes back again.
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