[Akmc]

Glad i found this site and this forum so big up first of all for all ur time and effort to contibute to this,cos wiv out it the likes of others and myself here would be stumped.

While i dont condone the use of drugs,i have to share this experience and dont recommend anyone trying drugs at all.I was high on 'E' one time wiv a friend and he said he had never reached high levels of 'tripping' and wanted me to have go wiv him,so we loaded up on them to get an intense buzz.
We sat there and i was on the sofa legs up,side ways,leaning on the arm.
All of a sudden i got an electric shock in the back of my leg,it kind of hurt.
A green lazer broke out of me and projected forward filling the room length ways.It was flat and thin as paper,wiv a little 's' shape in the middle.
It raised up through my body,i could feel the energy of it.I saw my mates face take a funny turn,he didnt say anything.This lazer rose up to my neck level,making my head twist and my neck muscles contort.From there it left my body,stopped,went out like a light as such.My mate said to me 'what just happened to u?'..i said 'you tell me wot just happened to me'.
He then described exactly wot i saw,even the 's' shape in the middle.
Needless to say i stopped doing 'E' after this.Following this i had audiable buzzing in my head and a feeling i was gonna black out,all in a split second then i would be back in control.But it didnt feel like i was leaving my body at all.But reading this forum and hearing of the audiable buzzing u can hear,im starting to think that was 'involuntary projection' as such.
Im only now comin in to contact wiv astral as an interest,its been bought to me by a person coming in to my life.But i am very wary and thus researching this,as i believe i could have been mis-informed on some things,that is self protection and things.Some woman wants me to go in to her circle and insists i need to see wot she is seeing.
I 1st started having 'wicca' in my life at 28.I had lots of visions n feelings,felt i had my mother wiv me in a lot of times of trouble and got me through a period of fruition i believe.Kind of had that couple years thinkin i was going crazy,linking things in my life to actual things i had been thinking.I didnt know wot it was and opened up to a lady on the internet who showed me a lot of stuff on goddess,mother earth and such.This all followed after my lazer and head buzzing moments.I am now knowing of the great mother nature and wicca.Im getting pointed to get in to this for a reason i dont know yet.
There is mention of 'i had a lot of work to do out there' and know i have the same layed out for me.The thing is the fear.The first time to go and handling that,staying in control.My main concern is encountering a demon that may be empowered enough to severe my cord.Everything happens for a reason right.
So if im gettin drawn to do this,could there be entities that are given this kind of power to do this,so as to halt some one from doing something in life,weather it in the physical or astral worlds?Wot if i am needed there for some reason?Wot if i do not attend?Lots of questions amid some confusion.
I feel i could feel satisfied if i protect my room and protect my body from nasty entities,i could prob go forward.I feel i could enter,call for my mum and my guides and the arch angel micheal and increase my frequencies to higher levels.I feel i got most the science behind this,but its the leap of faith ha,stepping in to the unknown.Got feel i got all the angles covered.As it is i tried this wiv out protection and did some digging that led me here,thank the gods i didnt make it over,wiv wot i have read.So,to people that would wanna try it,researchh init.Can i do travel wiv others,is this a safe practice,or must the spritual journey be taken alone?And wot of the technique to cover ones eyes and ears....put on a radio wiv low white noise...to induce a state,would this be recommended,or would the use of a candle to initiate it be better.
Sorry if this one frys ur brain gettin through it ha,so many points,im sure u will rise well to this and thanking u for all ur advice and work here,reat site.
Oh also,i have been a cannabis smoker and found that i can almost get a lucid dream state on a high,having felt that being in this state has altered my thought process to my lifes happenings very intensely like this,so how would this maybe effect situations.Is this wot the shamens do and also do u know of the experiences wiv salvia,which is a legal substance to buy,but enables u to 'trip'.I guess projecting under influence may not be good thing,specially on salvia,which i am very very wary to try.Ended up adding more as i forgot most important bits ha,grr.I believe my flat has a old lady here,many sightings of cats in my flat,definate proof of this,people seeing things etc.
Also i been seeing a lot of black orbs in my flat,some black wiv milky edges and colours appearing in my eyes to the sides.And this is not on any drugs ha,i dont do them now and smoke occassional weed,which i think is blocking my dreams in sleep and i know i need to quit.