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Originally Posted by merveilles  I disagree about not knowing.. I had a dream about my last boyfriend before we even met, then when we actually met I just instantly knew it was him.
This is good advice.. Sometimes I'm too serious before it's even serious.. |
Yes. I "knew" with the last one. I also sent him packing with this same "knowing". I'm still really, really smarting. I know that I manifested this situation (yes, it was intentional - right down to the tiniest detail, and can even tell you what conscious creation process I used the night before he showed up in my inbox), and I may have manifested it at a deeper karmic level so that I could learn about this issue and master it, but it doesn't mean I am not still REALLY REALLY SMARTING over it. I feel like he was rare, we matched up in ways that I've never EVER matched up with someone, and I wish the lesson could have come from a different person. But if it had been over more common currency, would I have "gotten" it? I don't know. But I also have to believe that love isn't scarce and that just one of him proves there's another person out there I'm compatible with (he has no trouble meeting intellectual, artistic women for example; whereas partners who can string two words together, have been really rare for me, I haven't manifested this experience before him). Very tough to believe. Very, very tough.
But I've done better with the ones where I didn't "know". The best successes were the ones where I wasn't trying to make anything happen because I didn't like them That Much. Ironically. Now, that was also the relationship's undoing, but I didn't send the person screaming into the night.