Its a nice sunny day , and you wanted a beer to enhance the day...perfectly understandable. And you refrained because you knew you'd enjoy the day anyway(I think...).
I used to drink and use drugs and had a good time doing it...Then, I looked around and saw stuff in my life that I did not want.Low quality results outnumbered the positive...its been like three years since I stopped. I was into the local music scene and it hasn't been easy...
I frame it to myself in the following manner-
"You've done enough-the edge you gain by being clearthinking is beyond your ability to comprehend it-chase THAT high."
I'm no 'Friend of Bill W's' but I'm no enemy either. He had better stay outta my face tho
Keep It Up-You are Worth the Effort