| | im only human...
so i had a drink and broke my 30 day trial with some schnapps at home after a gig i went to, i'm not quite sure why I even drank it. i just wanted it and to try schnapps because i'd never had it before and it was offered to me. schnapps is quite yuck.
i felt weird after, i realised the effect straight away and i felt like i wasn't quite "there" but i enjoyed the feeling. i wasn't hungover because i didn't drink much.
i got to see how it is to interact in common situations where i might be normally be drinking heavily. its made me reassess how much i drink and how i dont need it. im a little annoyed at myself but i achieved 21 days without drinking which i think has really been interesting anyway.