[norbert]

Many of you know from my other posts that I have lost my best friend in a car accident two weeks ago. Despite the fact that I'm lucky to have a bunch of friends, I still don't seem to be moving forward. I know that it has been only two weeks but I can't imagine any other friend being so close to me as he was. I feel alone and I am afraid I will never have such a close friendship again. If I hadn't experienced this, I wouldn't believe that such relationship is possible. It was like we were brothers.

I always wanted to have a brother, preferably some years younger so that I could pave him the way and help him live his life to the fullest. He was like that.

Not only I still want to spend my time with him, I don't feel like anybody else could mean to me what he did. He "felt" what I thought. If I made a single move, he instantly picked it up and knew what I was going to do or say and the opposite.

I have no specific questions but looking for any thoughts that come to your mind regarding this. What's the closest friendship you have in your life? What is it like? Do you know everything about each other (work/family/private life)? Do you trust and like each other unconditionally? Do you tell how much you respect and appreciate the other being part of your life? Do you plan your future together (build your homes next to each other, make common businesses, have common creative hobbies etc)?