That's just weird dude, but not unexpected. The existance we enjoy is based on duality and always tries to balance. As more and more people turn to, and seek out, the LIGHT, more and more people, who are, let's face it...weaker, will see promise in the darkness.
It's the Source separating the men from the boys, so to speak. The deserving from the ones that haven't graduated from "soul kindergarten" yet.
Don't feel bad. You can choose somethig different in your next incarnation.
We still love you.