I feel, from reading all those pros and cons, some of your are almost mistreating religious context
i dont mean to be rude there, by the way ^_^
but you are spreading out the pros and cons like you are deciding on which car to choose, and thats not right, is it? ^_^
you dont do that, but research and practically get out there and 'test-drive' them, if you will :P
find which touches your heart and hold on to that one
or why not just take all the pros nd attempt to be the best personyou can be?