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THi · 07-08-2009, 06:14 PM

And I CAN say that it has affected me terribly; if it weren't for my own three offspring, I probably would've offed myself...for as long as I can remember, ALL I'VE WANTED OUT OF LIFE was to meet Michael. For that goal, I tried so hard to become rich and/or famous and/or successful. Now, he's gone and I have no interest in any of those things anymore and now I'm lost; I have no idea what I'm even living for now...'scuse me, make that "existing", for now, as I'm just empty inside and don't even feel I have the strength to create new goals and dreams.

One thing I do plan to do is get a nose job and turn my body into a canvas in dedication to MJ. I already have three tattoos, so now I'm gonna cover myself in sequined glove tattoos, among other MJ-related ones. Beyond that, I just don't know what to do w/myself. And it's going to be even worse in 2 years when my nest is empty. *sigh*

And that's actually what brought me here; I was seeking Metaphysical information because if I can learn to have lucid dreams and/or astral project, I can spend all my free time w/"Michael".

07-08-2009, 06:14 PM	#27 (permalink)
THi Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 3	And I CAN say that it has affected me terribly; if it weren't for my own three offspring, I probably would've offed myself...for as long as I can remember, ALL I'VE WANTED OUT OF LIFE was to meet Michael. For that goal, I tried so hard to become rich and/or famous and/or successful. Now, he's gone and I have no interest in any of those things anymore and now I'm lost; I have no idea what I'm even living for now...'scuse me, make that "existing", for now, as I'm just empty inside and don't even feel I have the strength to create new goals and dreams. One thing I do plan to do is get a nose job and turn my body into a canvas in dedication to MJ. I already have three tattoos, so now I'm gonna cover myself in sequined glove tattoos, among other MJ-related ones. Beyond that, I just don't know what to do w/myself. And it's going to be even worse in 2 years when my nest is empty. sigh And that's actually what brought me here; I was seeking Metaphysical information because if I can learn to have lucid dreams and/or astral project, I can spend all my free time w/"Michael". Last edited by THi; 07-08-2009 at 06:17 PM.