 Out of Synch with Material Body
I was meditating, focused on the welfare of another soul, last night.
Ever since, I've been feeling oddly clumsy. And not in the coordination sense, though that partially applies and it's uncharacteristic. When I read, my mind loses it's focus frequently, and the flow of the text turns into a jumble in my head. To put it succinctly, I feel as though I lost synchronicity with my physical mind, and body. I'm fairly certain I didn't perceive separating into an astral form, and that wasn't even an objective of the meditation. It just took a lot out of me immediately after, and I felt a little light headed, and off-balance. I chalked it up to doing household tasks at two in the morning, to a degree.
I truly thought the feeling would go away after getting some sleep, but it really hasn't subsided at all. In some ways it is more apparent that something is "off". I'm a bit worried that something is out of order. I'm not even certain how to articulate this in a manner that will foster understanding of my situation, in someone who knows more about this subject.
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