Hey, your first thread and look at how much interest you generated!
What are you really good at? I would think that you have friends from the responses here. That bodes well for your "after college" life so take heart.... Look at our last president.... Grades aren't everything. A man named Gardner wrote about multiple intelligences and pointed out that reading and math and memory are the ones tested in most schools. That leaves out visual, musical, interpersonal, intrapersonal, naturalistic, kinaesthetic. That's a lot to leave out. You might be interested in the
multiple intelligences website. They have a test that you can take that's fun. (No cheating!!
But, I would look at the cheating only because you are putting more faith in someone else than in yourself. That doesn't seem like such a good idea. You are going to have to develop some faith in yourself at some point if you are going to be happy.
This is why you're not feeling good about the cheating. You are dis'ing yourself every time you do that. Stop that.
-Nancy