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Old 07-03-2009, 10:27 PM   #77 (permalink)
JaredR
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Originally Posted by MetaFitX View Post
Are you still going strong bro?

I'll admit it is pretty tough. I lasted until Day 12. Hopefully, that will be my only slip-up for the rest of my 18 (now 16) days.

I have noticed a tangible, positive effect on my energy level and mood however. I think that after these 30 days I will be very much inclined to continue being celibate (being single and likewise, a Christian like yourself). Simultaneously, I have also been omitting pornography from my life, and although I have indulged in this slightly more I think its omission has also been a positive force.
Yeah, I've been going for a few days. I slipped up again since my last startover and I haven't been keeping track. I think I'm on day 3. This is way more difficult than I ever imagined it would be!

The good news is that last night I won a major battle. I just wanted to totally give up again, and I typed in the address of a porn website. I was an enter key away from returning to my vomit, but I stopped myself.
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