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Originally Posted by Kazeko  It's unsafe and undesired for me if some entity would capture me and incline me to kill, rape, do damage etc. And I'd be happy to be captured by an entity of light, who would inspire me to feel love, joy, happiness, gratitude etc. |
Now see, the idea that any entity could capture me doesn't sit well with me. From what I understand a true light entity would never do that, but I digress- I feel safest when I am empowered. If I can control a situation (in this case, an entity) or I can keep myself out of harm's way then I'm calm. I have no qualms with harnessing my fear to sharpen my mind or pump more adrenaline into my system if it accomplishes that end. To me, the dark doesn't feel negative or depressing. It feels like home.
I can't say lightworker energies are torturous to me, but it does make me feel really airy, lightheaded... Unfocused. I lose my motivation, and it feels like I could evaporate at any moment. That's how I figured out the whole lightworking thing isn't for me.
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I wouldn't mind against inclining me to help, to care, to heal, to create. That's why I consider totally safe to play with energies of light.
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I don't think you understand what I meant. Light or dark, you're toying with energies you don't fully comprehend. There's no way to eliminate risk, especially when you're starting out. No doubt entities will try to prey on your ignorance or break your focus so they can take advantage of you. Erin has talked about some situations like that. And that's my point- nothing is absolutely safe unless you use your head.