Well, I'm not going to judge you for cheating.. (basically I'm saying in this statement I don't care if you cheated or not.. either choice was fine/right) though you seem to be judging yourself..
But here's the real question.. why do you want to learn useless information that schools teach?
I think your true reasoning for cheating.. is cause the information is
a. Borringgg..
b. You just want that diploma, pass that test prove your smart?
The real question is why???
Why do you want this.. can you not see yourself in a world where your treated as smart without a diploma without even going to grade school?
Why do you want to learn useless information you don't care about?
The true reason why we don't remember 90% of the crap taught in schools and sometimes have to be taught it over and over.. is cause it is useless.. do I use algebra in my life?? not really, never..
Here ends my lecturer
on giving a damn about something that sounds "unimportant to you"