It's very hard to answer your question, but I was drawn to it because I ask myself almost the same question constantly. It seems key to my whole life. I blurted it out one day that kind of says it all if you can understand what it means on a much bigger level. (in frustration) "The English language is insufficient to describe what I am trying to say" I know for myself, I have figured out that all of my thoughts, or more than that, the processing of information into knowledge of something always seems to be solved through emotion. All my memories first come to mind as an emotion. That's why it is so hard to place or communicate my perceptions. My responses are always spoken in words that do not convey my thoughts because one word or even using several words never express my point correctly. So hard to explain (case in point). So, I often confuse people to the point that they don't even realize they are confused. So, they think I'm confused! And about your friends labeling you or people in general - I anyway, tend to come across as stupid because people cannot understand what I am saying.
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