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Zoodles · 07-03-2009, 12:32 AM

As i turned 18 and going through life ive always felt bad about one thing my weight, my family growing up were all huge big time corporate ******** to say the least. Ive always been alone and have always had to feed myself so growing up i obviously ate to my own degree. ill cut to the chase, im 279 pounds and 6 feet tall. now you probably like holy crap thats one fat kid, i agree but ive never really payed mind to it. ive always been surround by really good friends that ive known for the last 5 years or so. these are really close friends like brothers really and they've never had a problem with how looked. Thankfully ive been born with a very large and strong bone structure that help balance out the weight and ive always been a hygiene freak. ive come to the point now that im starting to hate who i am even though everyone else cares for me. i want help, no i NEED help. i want to feel good about myself again and wear my suits like all my friends. in fact one of my friends had been living in japan for the last few months for his family business and he told me he did a 3 week straight water fast and he felt great, more healthy and stronger afterwords with proper exercise. ive tried exercise and all these diet but hell i have a personal chef how can someone diet like with that. im heavily, heavily thinking of doing this for my own personal happiness and health. i beg for anyone who has done this to give me the guide lines such as when to drink how long can/should do this with my weight and if being overweight can be a problem with this sort of body healing.Also your all probably like if this guy has all this money why doesn't he go hire his own team of Buddhist monks to help me with it, well as i said i has terrible parents who if i want will go buy me a 60K4 car to show off but they'd spend dick all on trying to personally help me i see them probably once every month because there always away. So i come here to ask for honest answers with no judgment or pressure, thats why. thanks everyone who reads this and understands!

07-03-2009, 12:32 AM	#1 (permalink)
Zoodles Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 3	Overweight and wanting to fast, help! As i turned 18 and going through life ive always felt bad about one thing my weight, my family growing up were all huge big time corporate ******** to say the least. Ive always been alone and have always had to feed myself so growing up i obviously ate to my own degree. ill cut to the chase, im 279 pounds and 6 feet tall. now you probably like holy crap thats one fat kid, i agree but ive never really payed mind to it. ive always been surround by really good friends that ive known for the last 5 years or so. these are really close friends like brothers really and they've never had a problem with how looked. Thankfully ive been born with a very large and strong bone structure that help balance out the weight and ive always been a hygiene freak. ive come to the point now that im starting to hate who i am even though everyone else cares for me. i want help, no i NEED help. i want to feel good about myself again and wear my suits like all my friends. in fact one of my friends had been living in japan for the last few months for his family business and he told me he did a 3 week straight water fast and he felt great, more healthy and stronger afterwords with proper exercise. ive tried exercise and all these diet but hell i have a personal chef how can someone diet like with that. im heavily, heavily thinking of doing this for my own personal happiness and health. i beg for anyone who has done this to give me the guide lines such as when to drink how long can/should do this with my weight and if being overweight can be a problem with this sort of body healing.Also your all probably like if this guy has all this money why doesn't he go hire his own team of Buddhist monks to help me with it, well as i said i has terrible parents who if i want will go buy me a 60K4 car to show off but they'd spend dick all on trying to personally help me i see them probably once every month because there always away. So i come here to ask for honest answers with no judgment or pressure, thats why. thanks everyone who reads this and understands! Last edited by Zoodles; 07-03-2009 at 12:43 AM.