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Originally Posted by rawxstasy  Angela,
Thanks! I understand all that you are saying except this...I could appreciate attracting him as a means of letting go What does this mean? That in letting go I am being "tested" in a way and therefore keep meeting him somewhere when I am trying to just let go? |
I meant: you could appreciate that you attracted that moment, meeting him on a country road that you hadn't been on for a long, long time, you could appreciate your own power in making the conscious and unconscious choices that led you to that exact moment at that exact time -- as a means of "testing" yourself. That is, unconsciously, you knew you were "ready" to encounter him without flagging him down or chasing him or sending him another email afterwards -- and you were just allowing yourself to see and own that power. You created it. You are generating your own growth, and that feels good, doesn't it? It can be a little uncomfortable to grow, but still, it feels good, yes?
I'm not saying that is The Truth about what happened. I'm just saying: that's a perspective I might try on, and give myself power in doing what I know would be for the highest good of all, but that I've been resisting.