I used to think that I had to find stuff to make me happy.
But now I realise that I dont have to have stuff happen to me to be happy. I can be happy now.
Two things made me realise that. One was reading this article:
What are you waiting for to be happy? | The Kaizan Blog
and second was reading the book, the
Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle, which is just amazing. it is ALL about living for now, and not expecting other things to make you happy. You can be happy now!