To Cromagna
I have read some of your posts, and you seem very interesting. You seem very curious about life and want to learn as much as you can. I very much respect that. I dont know you, but judging (even though I should not) by your posts you have a very inquisitive mind that wants it all. So I think you are going to explore as many religions as you can till you are tired or satisfied.
At the end of your search,I think you will have alot to teach young people in the future from what I predict will be a colourful life you will end up living, not that you havent started living already
But I will say 'Christianity is a lifetime commitment, church going is not' If you want to live your life, do it to the fullest - no regrets. Whereever you are in this world, what ever you choose to do If your soul yearns for God, trust me, you will be back at church. Maybe 1yr, 5 yr, 10 yrs from now but it will be on your own, because you truely want only what it offers. Besides you will be in a better position to help people who were once confused about Christianity.
I hope Brazil works out as well.