Hey everyone,
Thanx for your input. Yeah I know I should not give (more) attention to the whole thing. However I can't really get over the risk to someone else's health. For me now I can visualise health and believe in it. However this is my personal conviction. I'm still kinda stuck on the spirochetal issue in relation to other girls. And this is a bummer cause it keeps me at a standstill. Even though I'm more over my ex and am fully prepared to move on if me and her are not supposed to happen and let the universe bring me a better/different/currently more compatible girlfriend. But still I can't because I immediately get the feeling like I can't risk letting someone else get it. And that puts me in the feeling of lack again. Well you know. If you can ask anything you want I guess you can just ask for more research, awareness, solutions, my ex wanting me back even though I have this, a new girl etcetera. I mean if it really works(in which I do have faith in smaller things already) then this should work also right? Atleast one of these perhaps?
And who knows maybe this is all a classic case of knowing to much and misinterpreting information. However I had to emerse myself in the material because no one else could answer me in relation to some of my complaints.
The interesting thing is that this dilemma forces me to try different views and approaches in relation to the LOA and is actually very educating even if it sucks
Greetings Chasz