[magic1]

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am back in business...I don't know how to explain this, but I have been in a real funk! I have been in the ebb...and it peeves me off asd I know when in the funk, I am not doing what the universe has specifically told me to do....I know I am not in flow, as I am in full resistance to my life...I know, I know I am not trusting, as I am complaining and my ego wants to yet again run out and fix it! I am not getting any synchs, its like they let me flail around in hell for a bit.....

So this morning I'm in my car and I am saying out loud...it shouldnt be this hard... IM TRYING, ITS NOT RIGHT, I shouldn't have to try, we do, though don't we? we try so hard, that's not trust, and this isn't right......

and at that moment, I'm in full rant, a car pulls up with tags....LET GO

LET GO???????...MY GOD!, thats was exactly what I needed.........I instantly relax, wow how cool is that...this is exactly what I need to do and my words on transcending ego is exactly that.....

anyhow it didn't finish there...about two minutes later, a car with tags 888 comes my way, mmmm nice.... and the car behind that??????

tags YW84ME

broken down, I have told you all I received letters as messages and the number 8 is symbolic of my wishes...

W=FLOW
X=KNOW
Y=get through ego
Z=have a target...

so that tag means, specifcally means, loose my ego, flow, and 8(my wishes) 4 me!

what are the odds of two tags like that...especially on a morning I was desperate to get back to what I know inside but my monkey mind wont let me do!

ps, I also just for the hell of it, got JKPOT tags again, in same trip....ha....and weirdly enough, yesterday while posting I went to my car and next to me was this car with FOCUS magazine on it....and yep...got that car again on this trip too!...

its pretty clear...I know it, and the only thing that separates me from what I am asking for is NOTHING, but the contradiction is I THINK its something!