..check your inbox at whatever sites you're a member of, email, thread update?
Personally, all day.
This is quite shameful for me to admit, but I long for someone to write to me.
It is not that I don't write to other people, I do. Maybe not as many as I'd like but some of the time, the people that interest me are sort of famous but not. They have many 'fans' and I don't want to come off as just another "meh"
Ofc, I write to many that are just as you an I as well! Probably way more than I ever do to anyone 'special'
However I often get 1 response, I write back and weeks passes before I finally give up hope on ever getting a second response.
And it is a very bad habit that I have.
When I'm bored, I spend hours on just checking my sites over and over and over wishing, thinking, seeing that "1 new message!" but it's never there.
When I do get one, I'm over joyed! But it usually just ends up as being a site update or something :P
Argh.. I'm ashamed of my need for social interaction, everyone preach about happiness comes from the inside but I'm just not happy talking to myself!
I've been doing it since I was a child!
What makes it worse is that I'm not an interesting person, many I talk to, regret talking to me because the conversation dies very quickly and then the awkward silence steps in!
I don't connect with people that much =/
(I,I,I,me,me,me... So selfish.. Sorry
I'd gladly help with whatever I can.. )