As the the posts above said, why do you try so much to label yourself? How does belonging to a group validate what you like/dislike? Just be yourself, stop allowing the labels to restrict you(if Im satanist I can't do this, if Im a buddhist I can't do that).
Create your own religion, beliefs, rules and live them. That's the best thing you can do for yourself Your problem is not where to belong but that you wish to belong somewhere, in some group, I think.
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