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Originally Posted by darkw0rker  I am at the worst point of my life. I have failed in all parts of my life. My social life is ruined because I have no friends. My intellectual life is at it's worst, I am mostly passive all day long. So are my family life, sexual life and emotional life.
I am 20 years old.
There is something within me that wants to be EXTRAORDINARY, but I think it's just a simple wish of a loser, heck I am much lower than ordinary man!
I cannot bear life anymore. I have a great great desire to escape reality once and for all.
Although I am afraid that this desire to escape reality gets me into drugs and dangerous things that actually worsen my reality.
Is there any safe way to escape reality?, beside suicide of course. |
If you have hit rock bottom there is only one way to go from there, up. I've been there before and I am absolutely amazed at the ability we as human beings have to choose our own destiny. We have in our selves a seed of greatness. But YOU have to want it. I can't want it for you (and I do) and have it make any difference in your life. Even in writing this post I can't change you, that has to come from inside of you.
So what is it going to be? My bet is that you are going to sit there and wallow in mediocrity. You are just going to give up and not put in the effort. That you will simply choose to escape from the greatness that resides within you.
Sorry, I'm probably being too harsh on you.