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darkw0rker · 06-29-2009, 12:01 AM

I am at the worst point of my life. I have failed in all parts of my life. My social life is ruined because I have no friends. My intellectual life is at it's worst, I am mostly passive all day long. So are my family life, sexual life and emotional life.

I am 20 years old.

There is something within me that wants to be EXTRAORDINARY, but I think it's just a simple wish of a loser, heck I am much lower than ordinary man!

I cannot bear life anymore. I have a great great desire to escape reality once and for all.

Although I am afraid that this desire to escape reality gets me into drugs and dangerous things that actually worsen my reality.

Is there any safe way to escape reality?, beside suicide of course.

06-29-2009, 12:01 AM	#1 (permalink)
darkw0rker Senior Member Join Date: Jul 2008 Posts: 152	Escaping Reality I am at the worst point of my life. I have failed in all parts of my life. My social life is ruined because I have no friends. My intellectual life is at it's worst, I am mostly passive all day long. So are my family life, sexual life and emotional life. I am 20 years old. There is something within me that wants to be EXTRAORDINARY, but I think it's just a simple wish of a loser, heck I am much lower than ordinary man! I cannot bear life anymore. I have a great great desire to escape reality once and for all. Although I am afraid that this desire to escape reality gets me into drugs and dangerous things that actually worsen my reality. Is there any safe way to escape reality?, beside suicide of course.