Yeah you're just having a modality issue. This does not seem like a very good structure for you. It's like putting a deaf man in a music class and he can hear the beats and rhythm but couldn't tell you the words in the song. So he could say, "yeah, this is an upbeat song" or "This is slow and melodic" but not tell you, "The song is about love and loss."
Don't give up on yourself though. find a different teacher I say.
Erin Pavlina, Intuitive Counselor
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