ok, I am still in twilight zone and by god, are they solidifying things for me...that Popsicle sync I had was KEY!!!!!!!
its message was, the only thing that separates me from my dreams is ME...an illusion in my own mind...so what are these illusions, they are thoughts like this
AM I DOING THIS RIGHT (if Im thinking this I'm not doing it...)
WHY CANT I DO THIS.....I cant seem to hold it
ARE YOU REALLY TELLING ME WHAT YOU ARE TELLING ME UNIVERSE
I AM FRUSTRATED WITH MY EGO
MY DREAMS ARE BEING WITHHELD FROM ME UNTIL I NAIL THIS
I CANT SEEM TO PULL THIS IN...ITS THERE BUT I CANT TOUCH IT
I KNOW ITS THERE UNIVERSE, BUT WHY CANT I DO THIS
seems like illusions to me....
Heres, the thing these thoughts are not the thoughts needed to manifest...and I know it...these are the thoughts that keep things at bay from me....they are not real and are like a huge wall, that STOPS manifestation.....
at the moment, I am being shown unequivocally how to manifest....just now I went to get my coffee...and there were three cars in a row,
GENIE VAN....another truck with MAINTAIN it on it (maintain knowing) and then a car slides in, which happened to be a GREEN Audi with 81111 tags...mmmmmm
all I am saying is this I will win LOTTO, in fact, I already have, and I can win it quicker if I choose, I am the GENIE..I am the manifestor, winning is possible, and it is up to me, it is reliant on the fact that my thought, dose not push this manifestation away...pure trust, no doubt, flow, knowing, loosing those blockage of thought, keeping FOCUSED on the target,I have no obstacles, barr my own mind, there is nothing standing in my way of receiving, NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It here, it always has been here, and the only thing up until now stopping me having it has been me.......
I know this was a vent, but I know I need to post all of this, I am posting it so when my winnings come in, others will see, and use it for them selves....its a diary of the art of manifesting....
love to you all, this stuff is true,
has some pearls yesterday by the way, excuse the french but said in my car...I AM GOING TO FRIGGEN WELL WIN THIS DAMN THING UNIVERSE...car with tags at that moment...8 2 MUCH! ha...they have a sense of humor....
also, felt the ego quick in and knew I was heading into doubt, infact, I thought I'm not trusting right in this moment...and CAR with tags RU 111 (are you trusting!) happened again later too......
also in one day followed ambulance, our number for emergency is 111 they are used for me as 111 syncs, the sync was though is was actually ambulance 17 (seventeen second rule..) then about five minutes later another 111 ambulance, with tags 118!
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