sixx1984,
I'm no expert either but it does sound like depression. There are many, many degrees of depression. I hope you don't mind a bit of straight-talking. I think you are over analysing instead of utilising hence the lack of focus. So many ideas, so many plans, so many goals. You really need to simplify things a little. Cut it all down into much smaller steps. I'm afraid if you don't the depression, which for now sounds not too serious, could become more serious. It might be time to take stalk of your life and decide what you want for yourself. And I'm sorry to say this but it's true. Living with your parents, and their expectations, doesn't help the situation. Think about what you want and not what you think other people want for you. Best wishes.
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