Daniel,
Another possibility I'd like to throw out and see if it resonates with you. Is it possible that you have something to contribute that even you don't see yet; you can only feel the shadow of it around the corner?
We spend so much time playing chess with our life, trying to see where any given move will lead, and if we don't see mate a few moves out we question whether we should even be in the game.
Go is an interesting game, because you can't plan ahead. There are so many possibilities that you can only react to what is on the board at that moment.
I think when it comes to living out the inexpressible higher intention of our life, we don't get the indulgence of seeing how it's going to play out. We either get in the game or get out, and we do it with only a hint of where it's going to lead.
As I see it, a chance to bring reflection -- higher awareness -- to a segment of society is a huge opening. Maybe somewhere in your future there is a message or a teaching for that group of people that will change their perspective and their dialog.
I think the real question is this: is your heart pulling you in that direction? You've been writing about this for a couple of weeks, does the idea of really digging deep and writing more about it get you excited and passionate? If so, you already have your answer. And if not, well you might also have your answer in that case.
At any rate, I appreciate you bringing up the question; it's similar to what I've been wrestling with for a while. And yes, I had my answer.
Best,
Andy