Wow.
This story touched me.
I'm not sure what all to say. I think I'll let my mind just let something flow out even though it may not be a well constructed response.
The biggest thing that comes to my mind is that it feels as if you walk a fine a line in how you manage this relationship and the rest of your life. Your tight connection to this relationship could be seen as quite irrational. It has the capacity to completely change your life and who knows where you might follow it?
In truth I'm not thinking too much about your relationship and instead my own experiences with a current relationship of mine. I'm astounded by the thoughts and images in my head that demonstrate the possibilities of the relationship. It's irrational. I've taken actions that would look quite foolish to some and will continue to actions that look foolish. It's difficult for me to explain besides simply to say I want this person.
My heart makes decisions in life and I follow them. To be honest, I'm not sure of the wisdom of this approach. While I adore following the desires of my heart it has equally brought me it's fair share of challenges. Is it a test of faith to see if I'll follow my heart?
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