Well, I got pretty negative today. The thing is, this guy is a full-on abuser. He's passive-aggressive and all that kind of stuff. He hides my mom's stuff and throws away my little sister's toys - yeah, that kind of person...
Every word that comes out of his mouth is patronizing, belittleing, condescending, or an out-right put down.
I have a lot of anger toward him. I've tried being nice to him, but that just makes him take advantage of it. He is just plain toxic.
I have been IMing for peace and harmony, but sometmes my negative emotions get the best of me and i give in. However, overall, my negativity seems to have decreased, so I definitely have hope
It also seems that my IMing is helping my mom realize how bad he is and take action to get away from him. I just need to keep going with this intention, that we can move toward a peaceful and positive life for ourselves.
Just having people who support replacing negative feelings with positive ones and believing in the possibility of improving life and creating momentum for productive action really helps. Thanks
