Hi everyone,
My question is mostly about manifesting and the law of attraction although I had to dress it up with some “scientific” mumbo jumbo to paint a clear picture of my current situation and blocks to manifesting what I want.
Last year I got bitten by a tick(attraction learning experience?
) and I got Lyme disease. I started treatment with oral antibiotics pretty soon but still I’m left with some muscle twitches and creaking joints. I know I know, don’t focus on the illness
I experienced all kinds of weird physical symptoms during my illness which put a strain on my recent relationship and after we read somewhere that Lyme(The Borrelia Burgdorferi bacteria, bb) might be contagious because it is related to the Sifilys bacteria and NO! I repeat NO! research has been done in the field of human to human transmission, my ex girlfriend and me got so scared that the attraction was gone and we broke up.
Now Ive been thinking about manifesting her back, since I started reading and listening to audio books on the law of attraction a month ago. Really an eye opener I must say and it changed my view of reality. I know that I shouldn’t manifest her back but let’s call it to re-meet her then. As long as I miss my ex or need her to fill up a gap manifesting her doesn’t work because I’m pulling and making it an absolute nescessity for her to be back cause otherwise I wont be happy. The key then is to make myself happy and be happy with what I have. Now here is my dilemma. We broke up three months ago and we had been going together for a year and a half. Now I can get past missing her, although I still want her back. Normally I would say I can go on with my life and maybe I’ll find someone new. It doesn’t have to be her but I sure would like to. I’d leave that up to the universe and trust in this. This attitude would clear the way for the universe to let me either meet her again or some other nice girl. But the fact of the matter is that since I don’t know whether I still have the bacteria in my system, no one can. The tests are for antibodies and you keep those so new tests will always be positive. And there are suspicions and animal studies that actually show that it can be transmitted amongst dogs and mice. And also statistically more partners of Lyme patients test positive and no one knows whether it is because they got bitten too or that their partner gave it to them, I can’t bring myself to go with another girl. I mean what if I infect her? Now here’s the kicker. I cant get past the feeling of lack, because I cant see myself going forward because of this. Especially now that I know she’s been dating again. That hurts somewhat although she has every right to. So the need to “keep” my ex is even greater than before. And yes I know that this kind of thinking leaves little room for spontaneous manifestation, but hey what can I do? I’m not gonna kiss a girl or anything else until someone proves of disproves that it can’t be transmitted amongst humans. Now I’m not gonna bore you with the links to the studies that say that Borrelia Dna has in fact been found in human semen samples. You can google it yourself if you want to. I’ll place one exerpt here and you can draw your own conclusions. Trust me when I say that the only reason that almost all Lyme info sites say it can not be transmitted from one human to another is because there is no evidence for it. You know why that is? Precisely, because it has never been researched, ever! Kinda weird huh? Considering that transmission from mother to unborn child has been proven incidentally. Talk about a responsibility to an unborn child. Ofcourse that it hasn’t been proven does not mean that it can be transmitted. Maybe after research it will turn out that in fact it really can’t be transmitted. But then at least we know 4 sure.
But back to me and my ex girlfriend. Basically I am in a standstill situation. I can try to manifest people or circumstances that will stimulate research in this field. Or maybe a girl who understands my dilemma but still will love for me? Or maybe I can visualize her wanting me back even if I might still be sick and have this dilemma. I lack faith that the universe will bring me a solution to this problem cause in my view the only solution would be for me to know that I don’t have the bacteria in my body anymore or to have definite scientific proof that it is not contagious. What are your views on this? How would you manifestation experts
handle this? Also what are your views on someone attracting a tick bite? Or do you think that some occurrences are just random or meant to happen for you to learn from them?
Greetings Chasz
We find no study that addresses sexual transmission of Bb among humans; conversely, we find no study supporting that it does not occur. Inferential data, however, suggest the possibility of human sexual transfer. The data come from sound veterinary studies (96,98,115), the finding of Bb in human semen and breast milk (128,129), and by similarity to Treponema
pallidum where sexual transfer is abundantly documented (117,130,131). Our clinical experience strongly suggests that predictable, possibly inevitable Bbsl transfer between sexually active couples occurs. The preponderance of infected spouses we have tested to date also exhibit positive serology or PCR for Bbsl presence.
Source:
http://www.ilads.org/files/harvey.pdf