Your not going to be alone forever. You will never get over this. Face it your life is permantly changes. The Mother you knew will never be the same and neither will you or your brother. Over time you'll learn to cope with it. I lost my 25 year old brother 1 month ago today and I really didn't think i could live wihtout him. We were very close and he's the baby of the family. I go day by day pretending that he's working out of town and just being an ass and not calling. That helps for a little while. i like you never sleep. I've been perscriber Ambien and Valium I take both and sleep mabey 3 hours a night. A normal life is gone. Good luck!
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