I spent most of my life designing myself as a "thinker"
luckily I was so smart I never allowed negative journey's to really get out of hand unlike some of the odd story's we see here..
But when I turned towards a spiritual journey in pursuing much "higher" loftier goals for my reality I was creating.. I learned that it's not even our job to do the thinking here.. (were not even designed to be true thinkers) thinking is 99% of the problem (even if I'm thinking now.. and acknowledging I'm still in some part a thinker) we over analyze and over-intellectualize our situation on earth.. our goal here is really to be more like the animals/children on the planet and live in the NOW.. our goal here is experience.. not planning to do this, to then do that.. to then get this, to then get that..
When I was a child, I longed to be a adult.. when I was a adult I longed to be a child.. I think I'll just do the best I can to live in the now
