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I was listening to a Tony Robbins tape the other day, and he was talking about 2 people at his seminars who manifested winning the lottery ( was it true? I don t know.) They started to tell everyone they met, that they had won the lottery, before it even happened.

I need enlightenment about this. ( and many other things...)

O.K, so my most cherished goal is not impossible, but it is quite challenging, because it means starting out an artistic career late in life. (No, it doesn t involve acrobatics, I am not vying for a position at Cirque du Soleil...)

This is something that can be done, but seems completely unrealistic to most people.

What is helpful?

Excitedly tell everyone I come accross that I am getting into this exciting new career, voice out my intention , share it with others, like the lottery winners.
Does feeling silly and being scared doing this, mean that I don t have the confidence? Is it a lack of belief? Or will I gain confidence by actually stating my intention?

Not tell a soul, just in case other people input their negative energy, thinking: "she'll never make it!" or telling me things I do not want to hear because they reinforce my self-doubt?

My friends are not supportive of my artistic endeavours in general,time,they show indifference and do not validate my experience in that field.It brings me down and stalls my energy,causing me to doubt that my goal is realistic,if even I can t make my favorite people on earth midly interested in it.

On the other hand, if I am able to find a place where I am so excited and absolutely sure about the future manifestation of my goal, telling others would be a kind of pep talk and make it out of my mind into the real world.

I am confused.